My mid-years results really sucked. Comparing them to how others did when they were secondary 3 or how my classmates did? It gives me a reason to feel so crestfallen. My life is all messed up and all that shit. Kept telling myself that I need to buck up but nothing is coming from me. What a sucker. My parents even got to see the vp or p. Just great. That's like the worst thing that can ever happen to me. I don't know how to bring forth my results to them. Guess my dad is going to blow his top, confiscate my mobile phone, ripped me of my freedom to hang out during the holidays. I'm getting a prepaid anyway. Thanks for the phone.

School was gay. I was falling asleep half the time. But I love after-school time spent in the classroom, especially with that music blasting from the speakers and scribbling of lyrics on the white-board. I like those moments. Met Saimun at cine for awhile to pass him something. Amos loon just didn't want to believe me! So disappointed in him.... c(: HAHA!

I guess that's about it? Life isn't all that great now. I'm just glad that it's Friday.

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Hey friend,.
I miss the past. I miss you (though I never seem to admit it). I don't want you to slip out of my life so effortlessly just like the others. It struck me that it's always the best ones leaving. It's always the ones that said they'll always be there for you. It's always them. You're a great friend to begin with and it's funny how we knew each other. I never saw that friendship growing but it still did in the end. You were my confidante, one of the best-est friend anyone could come across in their life. I just want you to know that despite how much we haven't been catching up with one another and both of us refusing to ask each other out, you'll always be one friend that I treasure.

I hope you know this is to you.