Remember when you attended kindergarden on the first day? You didn't know anyone there at the start but before you know it, you're already playing with someone like you knew each other for years. It was easier to make friends then, when we were younger that is. Because nothing was superficial. Everyone didn't have to act or hide about themselves. They meant every word they said. Life's different now being a teenager. You never know who's true. People pick friends, judge one another. Then, gradually, all that people see of us are just facades. It's inevitable I guess. A friendship rarely last forever especially when each of us go our separate ways, knowing a new circle of friends. Makes you wonder how someone can replace you so effortlessly. Sometimes, even friends can turn to strangers despite the fact that you guys were once close. You see, that's why being immature, ignorant and innocent is bliss. At least you know you're you, not someone you make yourself become because of others judgment or how you want to "blend" in.

Today sucked big time, minus the time spent with Sya,Hazel, Wenning, Tania, Marc.

Singles screwed. Doubles screwed. Quartet will be screwed too. All I wish now is not having to find my name on the second piece of paper when I check my position. Dad's asking me to give up on bowling since my average always seem to be dropping. He never liked the idea of me bowling in the first place. You know, it makes me feel like a failure since I'm neither excelling in bowling nor academics. Even my social life is fked up.