Thursday, April 19, 2007 // its fading @ 8:02 PM .
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Mikoh!: I found another one of those stickers on my calculator just now (; How could you make a mistake between baby#1 and #2 (?!?!?) And I didn't spell your name wrongly, extra "e" was for emphasis. You know you know... ... Yeah!
Gretchen: Nah, I'm just tall. With of without heels.
Joel Ee: Maybe that's what most grandparents are like and for (:
Melissa: HELLO MEL!
Joel: Hey, you're joel loi right? Haha! Sorry! Yeah, HI! (:
Amos: You're not as inspirational as me, afterall, I'm older by 12 days! ( that's very significant). I'm sure the conversation was fast dude /: You were obviously blur to the core and that reminds me of how you got hit by the ring by norman because of your blurness. HAHA!
Brandon: It's okay (: There's always another time I guess.
Amadea: Serious? I was at the upper level. It's kinda like at the centre of the whole upper level. That place where the chair goes one round. (I you wouldn't know what I'm talking about) Haha, where were you man!
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Love is the child of an endless war.
Love is an open wound still raw.
Love is a shameless banner unfurled.
Love’s an explosion,
Love is a final word,
Love is a violent star,
A tide of destruction.
Love is an angry scar.
A violation, a mutilation, capitulation,
love is annihilation, annihilation!
We picked up a bird when we were on our way for PE. It was weak but it still pushed itself to fly across the building. It died in the end and I thought it had a chance of living. It was still young. Too young. I already secured a Gold for Napfa but I'm left with situps which I hope I wouldn't get a D for. Everything in school today was pretty much mundane apart from the fact that I got jinxed by Michelle and Tania. Yeah, 2 times of not being able to talk. That feeling is terrible. I wanted so much to answer questions in class but nope, couldn't do it. They even asked the class to call me by my chinese name and everyone did so D:
Had shepherding with my silly shepherd, Joanne. She's oh so silly like beanie. I learnt something though. Something that I really got to ponder on.
It's one of those irrational crushes that ambush the very young. You simply can't run away from it. Damn all these feelings. It's just the fact that I let people slip into my life very easily (if you get what I mean). I feel the distance getting further. I'm losing myself. I'm losing myself so badly.
The guilt's killing me.