This feeling that we had right now was not good enough to stay for,
and not bad enough to leave

The chase.

I think about the craziest thing, ever. I want to try dying then I'll revive again. But then again if I got buried, how was I supposed to poke myself through the soil or get myself out of the coffin. They'll seal it up right(?) Do you think this death would matter? Will anyone cry like its the end of the world? Will people be grateful for my life or be shattered by my death? Are memories and photographs of me going to fade? I can't help but wonder.

The pursuit.

I went shopping with my mum yesterday night and we were looking at heels whereby I found some that i fancy but they didn't have my size. Aye, my first time buying heels and they don't have my size D: That's so sad.

The fever of anticipation.

The lightning kept me awake the whole night. So I found myself struggling to crawl out of bed this morning. Jo and Tania played pretty well for doubles. I still cannot believe I was stoning the entire time. I even finished reading Tony Parsons. But its a good thing I missed school today since it is the longest day of the week. Head to Tanglin Mall after the game and we spent quite some time in this toy shop. I can just stick with this particular toy for the whole time. Oh, beanie bears catch my attention too. I'm so going to get one.
Thank you VC for amusing me today.

It's the best bit, isn't it?

I miss you ): Like THIS much!